By Steve Savels.
Did you know that stress is something you do? You might be surprised by this question. Isn’t stress something that occurs when something unexpected or threatening happens? Something that happens to you, rather than you playing an active role in it?
Of course, part of a stress reaction is biologically programmed, and completely automatic. Your heart that starts beating faster when you hear a sudden loud bang, for example. This kind of physical reactions are meant to help you survive in life-threatening situations, and they are (almost) impossible to change.
However, a large part of how you react to stressful situations are actually mental habits – or patterns - that you have formed over many years. Until they have become just as automatic as the physical reactions. And you have forgotten that they are your own “creations”.
For example, let’s say that you get stressed when you have too much work and there’s not enough time. How does this happen? Perhaps first a thought comes up, like “I will never get this done.”, and you feel a knot in your stomach. Then you decide to give it an extra push but you notice that you can’t fully concentrate because you keep worrying that you will run out of time. Is this a pattern that sounds familiar? Or maybe you have a different pattern?
In control or not?
When you zoom in a little closer, you can recognize that there are 2 kinds of elements in these patterns: ones that you can control, and others that you can’t. Learning to distinguish these is crucial to deal better with stress.
For example, the fact that you get a knot in your stomach is not something that you can control. You can’t just decide that you don’t want to have that knot. Nor can you stop thoughts from coming up, or simply stop worrying (that would be great, wouldn’t it?). Although you might already have invested a lot of energy in trying to stop these things from happening.
You can, however, decide how you want to deal with these thoughts, sensations and emotions. In this example, you decide to give it an extra push, without really considering how you truly feel about the situation. Which sounds like an automatic, and even inevitable reaction. What else is there to do? There is so much work to be done, and so little time.
But is that reaction really helpful? Maybe the result is actually the opposite than what you are trying to achieve. Instead of being more efficient, you can’t concentrate and you lose time. This is how you do stress – how you behave under stress. It may not be fully conscious behaviour, but it is still a ‘choice’, based on something.
It can be worthwhile to consider what beliefs are underlying this behavioural pattern. That you simply must work hard? That you must achieve your targets at all cost? Or else what? That you will fail, that you will not be good enough?
These are actually very common beliefs. Perhaps if you take a closer look at your own stress patterns, you might discover some variation on this theme underlying them. Beliefs like “you should always be strong”, or “it doesn’t matter how you feel”. They are all expressions of what mindfulness teacher and author Tara Brach calls the ‘trance of unworthiness’. The idea that somehow we are not good enough by just being ourselves, that somehow we have to prove ourselves – all the time. Isn’t that very exhausting?
Bringing awareness and self-kindness into the mix
When you start recognizing these underlying beliefs, you can see them coming back over and over again in many different situations.
And when you notice them coming back, maybe you can take a moment to pause instead of just blindly following them. Take a moment to acknowledge the effect they have on you, how they contribute to the stress you are already feeling. And consider that they are just beliefs. You didn’t consciously choose them, but along the way you started believing them. And although they have a long history, consider that you have some freedom: you don’t have to believe them, nor follow them.
By practicing mindfulness and self-kindness, you can come to the deep realization that you are already enough, that you don’t have to prove yourself, even if your own thoughts tell you otherwise. Which doesn’t mean that you should never work hard again – it’s not about being lazy.
In an 8-week mindfulness course, you will learn more deeply how you can find more freedom in dealing with your own thoughts and beliefs. You will also learn to bring this attitude of self-kindness more deeply into your life.
What’s the result? Although your final behaviour might still be the same (occasionally working harder), the attitude with which you do it, has changed. Instead of being harsh on yourself and just pushing yourself no matter what, you have acknowledged how you truly feel and you have made a deliberate decision based on what the situation requires. And sometimes that is working harder, sometimes it’s you needing a break. This is mental freedom, that you can clearly see that difference.